06102011

Have you ever felt so sad that you don't feel like talking?

Have you ever felt so disappointed that it takes courage to cry?

Has the realism of not being able to promote finally hit you, even though you saw it coming?

Stupid or stupid?

Have been slacking for the past 36 hours. ):

Serves me right if I fail and retain.

Lalalalalala, sing a happy song~

Let's just say... I'm not gonna get promoted.

Screwed up my econs by doing the 25m question which I totally don't know how to write nor actually know what they are asking for...

And bio was worst with the dumbass chi-square which I got the whole thing wrong. And never did read up on p53. Or enzymes. And I remember just one minute before entering the hall that I was telling pearl, confirm have enzymes question. Like a whole big question on it. Walao. And I didn't study that at all. Throughout the year. LOL. always seem to be able to spot essay question for econs and bio, but always never seem to study for them.

Spotted econs question 3 but never studied for it and that is the one I didn't do hahaha. and was thinking some HIV thing will come out or some DNA replication shyt. Lucky I studied for virus, but I think I mixed it up with influenza TROLOLOL. fuck it.

And sorry Kellie, during exams is the time when my blog and twitter is the most active^^ so I can't do what you said on the paper you gave me today!):

And you guys are so sweet^^ making study packs and motivational notes for us(: it really did help me^^

Laura's notes made me want to really focus while studying cuz I keep getting distracted, and reading kellie's note before econs and bio today made me believe in myself. But after I came out of the hall I'm like, argh dying hahaha. but thanks, really appreciate it^^ <3

Ugly starts with U

Bitch starts with a B, baby. Not U.

Don't try to be an assholric bitch and don't try to imitate others. Hate it when people try to learn from others, because why can't you learn from your own mistake? It's time consuming, but it's more effective. Learning from others will only make you weaker. Scolding others will only make you seem strong, but inside, you're weaker than a straw hut against a typhoon.

Not listening to others also makes you seem arrogant, and not to mention make you look like an idiot. But no one's gonna tell you that. Unless they really hate you and don't really care about you.

Lastly, I know you know I know what you're doing. (this probably doesn't make sense, because I don't know what I'm typing). But hell with you, I shouldn't have done what I done 2 years back, and I'm sorry I ever did. Because it frigging hurts right now, what you've done and are doing to me. But I'm gonna pretend that I don't care, because I honestly shouldn't be wasting my time on you. I'm dumb, still am, but I'm like that. Just hope that you'll leave me alone forever. Not just when you feel like it anymore. Don't even bother saying goodbye, because seriously, I dont wanna see your sorry face again. Period.

And if you get angry or slightly agitated or even offended while reading this, it probably means you're guilty and any of the above. Because, yes I do too. So please try to change. (at this point, please refer back to paragraph 3).

Probably just created bad karma for myself, hope I pass promos though~

(:

Anybody else puts their windows to good use while studying? (:

Feels like shyt right now.
Shyt as hell.
Stop telling me that you dont want me.
Just leave me alone and let me die.

Stop fucking telling me that you don't fucking want me anymore.